It's been years since I posted for the last time.
Ok, I'm exaggerating a little bit. It's been just 16 or 17 days. It was holiday time....and birthday time too!
It's raining a little bit, I'm alone and I feel strange.
I try to keep my mind busy with other things but the fact is that J is gone.
Despite all the problems we had this time (already solved), I really enjoy having him around.
I think problems just make us stronger... or at least I hope so.
I asked "Do you really want to go?" and J replied "No, but I have to go."
He was looking at me until he was totally on the other side of the door. I didn't stop looking and waving.... He blowed a kiss =) and some persons looked at me like aww how sweet. I didn't cry and went away.
When I was on my way to the parking, I thought I saw him walking near the food court... of course it was not him.
I was in the car when I got a call. Great, maybe something happened and he will stay one more night!........."I'm leaving, i'll call you again when i get there. Kisses"
Damn it I was wrong again...